Tuesday, July 26, 2005

CAN WE REALLY BE OURSELVES

TIME FOR ME TO RANT...
CAN WE BE OUR SELVES.
NOW WHEN I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL. THE TEACHERS AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT I LOOKED
UP TO AND BOOKS AND FOR THE MOST PART EVERYONE ALWAYS SAID. " BE YOUR SELF!
DON'T TRY TO BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT AND EVERYONE IS DIFFERNT!" WELL RIGHT SO I
AM MY SELF I SPEAK MY MIND! BUT CAN WE REALLY SPEAK OUR MIND? IF I SAY
SOMETHING ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT THAT THEY WOULDN'T LIKE AND JUST SAY IT. THEN
I GET INTO TROUBLE BECAUSE I DON'T AGREE! AND THEN THEY KEEP A CLOSER EYE ON
YOU! SO NOW I HAVE TO HOLD BACK WHAT I FEEL SO I DON'T HAVE FUTURE PROBLEMS
WITH WHOM EVER! HOW IS THAT BEING ONES SELF? YOU CAN BE YOURSELF WITH
LIMITATIONS! BUT THEY NEVER SAID THAT WHILE I WAS GROWNING UP! I CAN
UNDERSTAND HOLDING BACK ON DOING THINGS THAT MAY PUT OTHERS IN HARMS WAY! BUT
MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ARE MINE I CAN'T CONTROL HOW I FEEL! AND IF SPEAK ON
IT WELL I GET HARRASSED. I KNOW WORDS CAN HURT MORE THEN A FIST BUT IF I FEEL
A CERTAIN WAY AND MY FEELINGS HURT YOU WHO IS LEFT THE HURT! ME FOR SHARING
MY FEELINGS AND THEN MY FEELINGS GETTING REDICULED OR THE PERSON I HURT BY
SHARING!
WELL I KNOW I WANTED TO SAY MORE ON THIS BUT I'M DRAINED. I WORKED LAST NITE
AND HERE I AM AGAIN AT MY OTHER JOB BRIGHT AND EARLY! BUT HEY MY BILLS ARE
PAID BARELY!
PS - - ALL OF MY RANTS ARE A PEICE OF MY BOOK THAT I AM WRITING! WHEN I DO
GET IT FINISHED I'M GOING TO SELL IT FOR A LOW PRICE! WHEN I DO GET THAT DONE
I'LL POST ALL THE INFO YOU'LL NEED TO GET A COPY!
PLEASE NOTE IF YOU BUY DIRECTLY THREW ME IT WILL BE CHEAPER! THE BOOK WILL
NOT BE FOR SALE ON INTERNET SITES LIKE AMAZON OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT! SORRY
THAT'S A RANT I WILL SAVE FOR LATER!
DON'T GET ME WRONG AMAZON IS A GREAT WEB SITE I REALLY WHAT IT HAS TO OFFER
AT THE LOW PRICES! BUT I'M SELFISH AND STUPID SOMETIMES AND I'LL EXPLAIN THAT
LATER IN DETAIL!
UNTILL THEN
MUCH LUV!!!!

No comments: