Friday, June 23, 2006

What I feel right now

Well don't get me wrong i'm very happy still i mean exstreamly. but i went to the doctor the other day and I got to have an ultrasound done tomorrow there may be a cyst on my overy I know this is very common but i'm still scared. my body is weak and i think i just put my self in to sick mode or something weird like that! I can't say i'm stressed but i think i am or just nervous!  What if there is a cyst in me? If there is what if it is cancer or something else! I think i'll feel better once i get my results. I have know tons of women who have had or still have cysts on them and how they can go on with out the worrie or without showing that they are worried is beyond my comperhention! Oh i hate the waiting game! really i do! with all honesty i feel like i could just hide and stay {sah-clue-did} untill i find out what is wrong with me!
I'm out
Mad luv!

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April Barkley

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