Wedding updates

Ahhh... Wedding ups and downs I guess not much of any downs but the stress of everything floating around is getting to me.
If I keep losing weight I will disappear. that is adding to some of my stress witch is adding to me not eating like normal and that tends to make you lose weight. WTF it's never ending cycle. It wouldn't be so bad but it's so hard for me to put on weight. But now that I know my dress fits my tiny ass i have to be sure not to try to add to much weight because it won't fit then. lol so some how I have to beef up a bit so I feel better about myself. I'm sure the act of working out again will help and with me not smoking as much maybe i'll start eating more like I use to ...
But yes I did mention my dress. it's in it fits and it's Beautiful. I love the back I never got to see it until i seen photo's today. If you want to see let me know I"m not posting no images of my dress till after the wedding.
Everyone will kill me when i say this but I can't wait to pimp out my camera in a wedding dress! LOL yes I'll be taking photo's too. i mean come on it's what I love to do! Everyone says i won't have time but i'm not looking to be a photographer I just want to take some photo's during the day for myself. I know i won't get the 2000 + images that I normally take but I'm hoping for at least 25 !!!

Other things about the wedding shower and wedding.
All but one dress for the girls are ordered Cutting it close but this weekend will be the last purchase for that.
I have to send out an e-mail and get everyones accent color and tell them I don't care how they do their hair but they will have a lay on and maybe a wrist one too. and Shoes where what you like is what i'm going to say that way people can be comfy as possible. i'm sure they will ask me about hand bags and other details that I don't even know about as I played out side on tree's other than dolls! and when I did play with doll s they were naked tring to do it. lol

We are getting the big quote on Monday for the cater.. I'm so freaking scared. i don't even want to see it but i do think that's where the balk of my stress is coming from. this HUGE ticket item that I know for a fact will be much more than what I want to pay. i mean come on 2 pigs 3 beef chicken salad bar hotdog and nacho stand. And frank worried me a bit stating that we should cut the moon bounces first! MY GOODNESS That's the LAST thing I would cut. that's the hole attraction other than the dunk tanks bag-go latter golf and other fun outdoor games. ;) but it's what I have wanted to do for photo's since Hawaii is out of the question. But everything I mentioned is along with the cater.. and he is the wedding planner day of What ever they are called but he is the go to man on the big day.. His staff will do what ever I want them to do!

So a few goals It's a must to get all the invites created, addresslist finalized, and mailed by the end of march. Also to get the base of the zen gardens created or put together by the end of march. And get my photographer. I have so many people lined up I just don't want to pay an arm and a leg. and as much as they charge I think they rip people off more so because I do the shit and once you have your stuff even if you charge 750 for every wedding guessing you would get 2 a month you would make more then enought of your money back to buy a freaking L lens and that shit cost a LOT! So I do not and will not hear it. Tho i'm having a hard time getting a photographer to shoot in raw and give me the formates it's also hard finding someone to do what I want them to do. no prints, no books no extra's just give me a cd with the high quality sizes to me.. as that's all I want. I can print and create and photoshop that shit myself.
So hoping the friends work out come on uncle rob julie marks chick and another marks chick and this dude on graigslist someone pull through for me!
There I tossed it out now back to work :(