Now the details. Yeah!!!

I’m so excited for spring I really can hardly contain myself. I was working in the garden the past weekend and am going to do so much. I will fill you in later in this post.

What I want to talk about first is being an only child. You know my parents they don’t live together and they are getting old with heart issues I’m very greatful to have supportive husband and some great friends who I can count on. If not to help me deal with the stress but even to help out and drive people places. But those are my cards. My Dad’s Angiogram was last week or the week prior he ended up getting another stent. Tomorrow I have to deal with my mom and her heart cath due to the top part of her heart not getting enough oxygen. Now for myself. I’m not sure what’s going on I am 90% sure I have cyst but I haven’t gotten that checked out along with the stress and a few other personal reasons I have put the baby making on hold. Sucks to a point but at the same time I think I need the mental break. Some of the personal reasons are my bad habits, that and if I get preggers now I won’t be able to go to cancun. I’m hoping all my issue with my body mind and stress are gone within the next 2 months so I can get back on the baby train. I have been dying to tell my friend Sadie about this trip and also tell her the other reason not through work e-mail on why I had to jump off the train. We are close in cycles and she has been trying for some time. She finally has a dr that is working WITH her and not just there. So move all your baby making wishes that you have for me to her.

Yes I mentioned Cancun I am going to Isla mujeres with frank in November. This trip did fall on our lap as all we have to pay is maintenance fee’s from someone’s time share. Not even thinking about life and or anything else we jumped we got our plan tickets and it’s paid off. Then frank and I started doing math and then it hit us. I can’t fly if I were to get preggers this month. At that point we would of just wasted all our money. So that was the topper of the cake I know I have hidden issues with cyst and I have been putting it off. I think I’m just scared and stressed out to the point that I just don’t want to hear any more bad news. My frustration level is at its’ peak and it’s no one’s fault other then they look speak and talk to me when I don’t want them to and that sends me off. So in other words I got issue. Lol

I can’t say it’s getting the best of me but when I read this post how else would one feel. Why I say it’s not getting the best of me because I have focus almost everything I have into my gardening right now. Even thought is freezing outside. I managed to get some things done like pull up the flowers from last year. So much more in store and some GREAT ideas I can’t wait to share with everyone. I need to paint my porch and fix the railings all that is prior to the planting. However I am doing veggies this year I was worried about the squirrels getting into them this year. But I figured why not use the old dudes cage it’s HUGE and can hold a few plants. I also got my seeds too. I will be growing lettuce, pole beans, cherry tomatoes, peppers and herbs. Frank says I won’t be able to fit everything in there. He is probably right but I might not put it all out to begin with. So we will see. I also plan on using those upside down planters for tomatoes and strawberries. Alain and I went shopping and seen those. She had one last year and loved it. Also have a few killer ideas that I won’t share yet about the flower parts of my garden.