Something you’re currently worrying about.

me worried i try not to but my current worries are rather not worries but do cross my mind sometimes.
my psoriasis i have noticed some more specs on my hands and this worries me. I don't want to even get close to PPPP. Not even to mention PA arthritis that can kripple you. and the PPPP can do a lot of damage to your hands and feet. a few spots are not bad but if it gets out of control i'm fucked. emotionally as well. i have noticed a few spots on my eye lids this scares me as well. i would hate to have something happen to my eyes and if it gets on the right part i could damage my eye so bad that i could be blind.. All of this extra scary talk most likely won't happen it's in sever cases .. but i still worry as P can take on a life of it's own when it wants how it wants. it does suck and the best thing for it. Steriods right like I want to thin out my skin.. So bring on the sun!

my other worry is more of a should I no i should or should I no there is no need. that poison ivy.. it's not a large amount but it is blistering do i go see a dr if it blisters or do i wait it out since the area that I have it if i add it together would cover a half doller at most.
so what .001 % of my body is covered in poison ivy.. the dr will just laugh at me. so I'm not going but i can't say i don't think about it.