To long it's been for a nice pointless rant! that will go no where.

So this is my blog where I sometimes come and rant and whine and complain about things. Most of my stuff is normally uplifting or just about me. 

I want to put this one on the list as a rant. 

It's not a good topic. it's about our country and how it's ran. 

I dont' have great spelling and I don't really care. I don't have much so with that i have nothing to lose. 

more and more people will start to feel this way.  Our earth is being pissed on by the rich. they only care about money. What a sad fucking life. personally only chasing something that can be printed up by a special artist. OHHH WOWOWO . hell we don't even have enought gold to back up the credit we give out. Everyone knows this. yet no one does anything about it. 

i feel that if people true good hearted people stuck together we could make the change that most of the world wants to see. 

Land of the free. 

What's free. i have to pay to live insurance, i have to work to live. Can't live off grid because you will be well in some areas you have no choice but to be connected or you will get popped with fines. 

I sometimes envy the homeless. Hwoever i'm sure they have their own set of problems they deal with regularly. 

I live in a country where money out weights a human life. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT! 

to me it's fucked. so fucked up i can't stand it. I don't want to be here and I want to leave. i don't have the care to make this a better place. Sometimes i feel i'm the only one. However i do i still try i teach people to grow their own food. and to get back to the roots. That way maybe people will see that the government don't hold the raigns of our life. WE DO. Our money does.  We have enought stuff in population to stop creating new beds, new tables new homes. There is enought out there all ready just fix those instead of killing our fucking land to build somewhere new. 

We won't have anything left for our future generations at this rate. 

Mother earth is going to get pissed off and take us all out. and war scares people. Tha'ts just petty to what earth can do to us. 

i think we all need to start to respect earth even if it's only 1% more. 

I'm rather sad that earth has to be our bulls eye for greed. 

i'm sad i'm just as greedy, i'm sad i don't do more to help earth. i'm upset with our leaders becuse frankly i find them stupid. and worthless. i don't wish death on anyone. never will. unless it's a spider that scared me.. even then i feel so guilty. I just want the greed to stop. our want our planet to be cared for not shit on by the rich. 

I want people to care so i don't have to care so much. 

i won't hold my breath or wait for that to come it won't at least not until it's too late. then we all fucked. 

I hate my leader and would love to live in the woods away from greed away from modern times. This call is getting stronger and stronger every time i see the news, every time i hear about someone being shot. Every time i hear about GMO foods. (don't get me started on that rant) 

we people are nothing we are a pawn in a huge game of chess. 100% disposable of. if you don't want to be a toss away diaper what do you plan on doing about it. 

Moving foward i'll be thinking of that question myself. What can i do. I feel i can't do anything. but i'm wrong most of the time anyway. So maybe just maybe there is. Hope is not lost. it' just burried way down below.  so i'll be in hell getting that back. Hang tight. 

and if you could if you would just do me one favor. go smile at someone give them a hug tell them somethign great about themselves. No one knows what other people are going threw. it could be drugs messing with their minds or maybe they just got one wacky sence of the way things should be (liek me) but we don't know what the next person is struggling with or working on. A smile can save a life. A kind word can help too. 

as my latest saying is be nice or leave. 

thank you!