Drug Abuse is it planned?

Hello, It's been a long while for a post. So a quick catch up. Life is Crazy. it really is. I have lots of trips to post and share with the world but i'm so lazy that i'll never get around to it.
(have many round to its want one?) lol it's a wooden coin that says around to it. and it's quite the funny thing.

Self discovery self love self awareness desires goals helping others helping self.  Long journey i don't think it will ever end and i'm okay with that.

(am i the only one who spells okay with (ay) at the end?)

So I did have a surgery less than a week ago. (Extra time, was spent sleeping, i'm at work silly) My niece said "i'm glad you lived" I about died laughing at that moment and it sort of hurt but was too freaking cute to have a 9 year old just be so bold and accepting of her self.  Why do we humans grow out of that? does society condition us to the point we can't really be ourselves its like seen "wrong"  Oh that's a different post for a different time. 

Anyway i was looking at my paper work from the hospital and it says i'm suppose to get 10 pain pills  as i seen my signature for me to be aware of narcotic abuse.  (thought to my self at that time Sweet they are lowering the amount of pills given out and making people sign to become aware of the problem)  I have known as i'm sure many people do knowing someone going threw a hard time and could be suffering from the narcotic pull. so i'm fully aware and honestly don't like the pills myself. i get their purpose i just don't think we need them for every boo boo. Lets see if you catch this. I only used 1 of the 29 they gave me. .. did you see that?  it says on my paper work i'm to get 10 my pill container has 30 pain pills in them. Umm should we have them sign a form too at the pharmacy's.  Now in fairness i didn't check the strength maybe they didn't have strong ones so they gave me weaker ones. and doubled the amount. I guess i could see that.  Either way. it is something to be aware of.

How many times has something like this happened to you?

If you wanna see my scars let me know They used surgical glue to "stitch" me up and its sort of cool!