I'm inspired because she is dedicated she always has a new post for me to read but not so much i feel overwhelmed. she posts about stuff i like birds parks walking and it's great to know others out there do care about earth and what it can bring. and she likes to walk!!!
I feel inspired due to her words. How many times have i thought to myself. guided hikes would be a great job. Backpacking even better.. since thats not a local option guided hikes forest therapy and time outdoors is something i'm about to quit my job for. i need this in my life. the outdoors the birds the stillness of sitting in the woods watching a leaf slowly fall to the ground and watching the critter of any kind come walk over it. It helps you slow down and that slow down feeling is or should be everyone's normal. we are humans of nature and need to be more in nature. and more or less away from tv screens and fake id's behind the words of a screen. Not saying get rid of the internet i'm saying a healthy balance is key!
so not only am i inspired by writing, i'm inspired for more personal things. my future job change / starting my own business doing something i love. Life is way to short to be a person in a chair for 9 hours M-F. although asking my younger-self this is what i wanted. Now that my goals were achieved it's time to create new ones. as hard as that is while being settled in complacent isn't an easy task. Yet i will conquer it.
Happy new year - i have no goals at the moment so i am thinking my main goal for 2019 is to truely figure out what i want to do with my life. I know i should of had this figured out but really when i look back i am past my goals i got what i wanted completed goal. I realize my goal of what i wanted to do with self. has been met. and here i look at myself as a failure Why and how so. I set out to get a basic office job with my own office. Money was never a thing for me. the amount of money i make is good so good i don't want to give it up. that might just be the challenge i need right now.
but how could i see myself as a failure when i'm just slow to realize i achieved my goals. wow what a great feeling. goals check. but now i need to create more goals thats why i'm in this rut i have no personal goals for myself. other than being my own boss. and nature. so for this year i'm going to focus on what i want out the next 40 years of my life. i''m on top of my hill with finished goals. not a bad thing!!
well maybe i do have a goal to finish my book i'm writing..
Haven't spoken to much about this. and this struggle it is for me Writing in general isn't a strong suit due to my learning disablity but this isn't the time for excuses to not do somethign i want to do.
Yes i know i can't spell yet i know people who can so asking for help once i get the book done will be 100% needed. and just becuase i asked for help don't mean i didn't do it. it just means i had help when needed.
hoping by the end of 2020 there will be a soild book about trails in southeast michigan downriver area. So many hidden gems in the local area. just got to make sure they are legal places to hike! lol
well with out further adew.. happy new year to you all. stay blessed stay caring.. and remember be nice or leave!
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