Lately i have been tasked with some of the most difficult siutations in my life. And oddly going to conserversal stuff and standing my unpopular ground has helped me build some sort of confidence. Even if my accounts get banned due to well my own stupidity and poor choice of words. ( words are not and never have bene a strong suit for me) yet no one wants to find out what i mean they would rather assume. So in a sence FUCK THEM! my boundry is set if you don't care to find out what i mean and want to assume to hell with ya! i wish you no harm but i will not waste what little time i have left on earth trying to explain myself to the ignornant. just really not worth my time.
Back to my way of coping.
it's typing and bitching and whining and making my opinions known. not to hide under a rock...
Hehehe-- so today i opened my reddit and got a wonderful comment about some abortion topic. I only said i feel most people have a hard time coping with death thats why people care so muich about what others do with their life. i find most people in the world today mentally ill. Death is a normal part of life and yes it SUCKS! yet we all will die. and not many of us get to pick how. if someone is murdered that person being murdered didn't get to pick either. life happens deal with it and learn to cope with death in a better way. so you don't be well emotionally retarded. but the person told me and it brighted my day. Wow i never seen it from that perspective. that helps me have more compassion to these people and less anger. Firstly i was geeked someone listened to me. and now they liked what i had to say. OMG i'm not sure what to do i'm not use to that.. i'm use to being shut down and ignored. Now what.. OMG i do'tn think i'm ready to be heard. (yes i am) hehee but i can't help but have doubts still. i mean just yesterday my account was banned on reddit because i said IF you want me to cut parts of my body up then i want you to mount your penis on my mantal. I never said cut. the mods assumed that. or implied that's what i meant Well if you want me to cut into myself why can't you do the same? i'm not fighting with anyone and saying cut off your limb and hang it on my wall .. I just if you want me to harm myself then i want your penis on my wall. Never mentioned how but people find it easier to assume then to ask.
I had a few back and forths with the mod. and they lifted my ban.. however i won't return to that site because not only does it tick me off i don't want to be around people like that. i want people who listen and ask questions and aim to understand instead of placing judgement.
Now for me to place judgment on my own .. but not onto ONE person. More on society.. so enjoy the rest of my vent.
email headline in my patch.
People who returned baby food who were on wic were discarded. hold on did this idea of keeping perfectly fine food is a new idea? Why is this not COMMON SENCE? Does someone or group want a cookie for their choices to not be so wasteful? Why is this even headline worthly .. for those who care about appereinces it makes you look liike you have always been wasteful and makes me question what else do you waste?
WAY TO GO MICHIGAN!!!
thats all for now!!
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