suck

why does my life suck so much?

it really don't suck that bad i guess... i just feel that it does... maybe
it's because i just can't stand the bullshit my life goes threw!!!
i swear i would be the happy if i were on an island alone or with smart
people!!! or at least people who have common sence...

work, home, friend lifes all suck!!! i hate to go home after work...
sometimes hate to go to work... and friends i know i have them i just haven't
been a good one to them latley!!! mainly because i just don't care anymore!!!
okay maybe i would be better if i didn't have a bills that just won't stop
and it would be nice if i could get the amounth i should on my check but i
only see 61% of it! the rest is insurence and taxes with my garnishment...

i just wish it all would go away!!! the bills the debts i just wish i had to
worry about month to month shit!!! instead of a bill that has been past due
for about 3 eyars or more!!!

life is a joke!!! moreso my life!!! my purpose on this planet is to be
laughed at and pushed around!!!
no one listens to me they hear me and comment back but no one listens~~~ and
friends i know i have been there for them but no one has ever really been
there for me!!!
maybe i expect to much from other people '''friends'''

well going to dig into my pile of shit work that needs to get done!!!
I AM THE FILE/MERGING/STUFFING/STAMPING/ FUCKING QUEEN NOW BOW THE FUCK
DOWN... BIIITTCCHHH!!!
THAT WAS FUN!!! :)